hey nineteen

what am i like today? a nineteen-year-old* female college student who's 5'11", semi-lazy but involved enough to suit her own interests. but is that all? i retain many of the personality qualities that have gotten me through life so far: shyness, anxiety, loyalty, imagination - but the past year has been incredibly life-changing. i've survived a whole year of college four hours away from home, learned that i thrive on gossip and relating to others, gone abroad, officially joined two eboards (ambies and pride), became slightly intoxicated for the first time, became mature in my relationship with my sister, learned more about world politics and fear than i ever wanted to know, failed my first class, and learned to speak up for myself. i have no idea who i really am. this is all a gathering of details and islands of memory in a sea of vagueness...i change from moment to moment and sometimes even I don't know if i'm being real or not. for more detail about my very recent past, you may also want to click on the links below. *actually, i turned twenty this year (2003) but in keeping with the steely dan theme, i'll just leave this page as 'hey nineteen'.

well, i've kicked around a lot since highschool
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but how many friends must i have to begin with to make you laugh
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